God "disproved": We don't have free will when mentally ill.

NOTE: It has become quite apparent to me whilst many believe God gives us free will all or most of the time some don't and think he sometimes doesn't when mentally ill.


We have no free will when mentally ill: A God who gives us free will all or most of the is disproved to me (not to you.) I know this to be the case from my eye witness account, personal experience -- my train accident where I lost my arm: A God who gave us free will therefore cannot exist 100% for certain:

How I Lost My Arm NEW:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1qAuldsV5Ps&feature=youtu.be

The Story Of How I Lost My Arm OLD:

https://youtu.be/-BCYOrE8lnE


God didn't sometimes give us free will and sometimes not give us free will: He always gave us free will is what theists, Christians and Muslims argue. As I know we don't have free will at least when mentally ill (the illusion of free will when sane is more difficult to shatter/defeat) I know there cannot be a God who gave us free will *all of the time [EDIT 20/08/2020] or 99.9% of the time (Muslims weren't necessarily given free will to change the Quran; but my situation of losing my arm had nothing to do with changing the Quran so I should of had the free will to lose my arm but I certainly didn't; hence Allah doesn't exist for certain).*


For me God/Allah/Yahweh is disproved: For you, the ones who have not experienced mental illness/psychosis specifically, there is overwhelming scientific evidence from accurate eye witness testimony and the science of psychology that there is  no God like Allah or Yahweh. You didn't go through my personal experience of losing my arm under the train but the evidence for it happening is there such as my one arm with a scar on it. Possibly there is video footage of me jumping and losing my arm. Then there's my eye-witness account testimony. As for the actual POV personal experience that I actually experienced through my own eyes only I can know what happened. People like me who can know there is no God who have experienced mental illness can also give testimony that we do not - definitely do not - have free will when mentally ill. I didn't mean to jump in front of that train; I didn't want to. Just before I jumped I blackout then wake and I'm underneath it suddenly... I'm remembering now that there was no one second blackout it just switched suddenly to me being under the train. Suddenly I was not on the platform, suddenly I was underneath the train (there may have been a spilt second blackout?) I was awake when I put my arm underneath the train and I didn't know I was going to or want to -- of course I didn't want to lose my arm and not in that fashion. Who would want to do that? From my POV it was faster than the switching of a channel when I was on the platform to being under the train. It just suddenly "switched". That's what I saw with my own eyes. When underneath said train I pawed my arm into the blade: It was just as if my brain was making me do it without me wanting to or realizing I was going to put my arm in the blade. There was no intention, decision making behind anything that happened that day. I saw with my own eyes that we don't have free will when experiencing psychosis, I saw what "no free will" looks like. It's undeniable: There is no God: I can be as certain as 1+1 = 2 about this and you can be near certain from the extremely good scientific eye witness testimony evidence.


What we need now is more eye witness testimonies from people who have experienced mental illness and experienced having absolutely no free will...

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